i no nid to say much liao lahz...since she had already posted in her blog...i did not much to say also...i didn't really wanted her to reach all my expectation...cox i think that no one has really reach the thing i ever wanted...so i dun really blame her for breaking up with me...in fact,i thin i should blame myself for it lor...for doing all the things in the past so as so that there is somethings that my present ex would not be able to take it...at the same time,there is also something that happened at her side...who's side,u know, i know, everybody know,pls do not get the wrong idea that i am going to chase her or something...cox she has enough prblem le...i just wanna say that maybe it is all desstined that the life of the two of us ia like this...she will forever be like this and i am alsways the one who is ending up with nth...i realy dun wan to say the real reason as to way at that time when the two of us will break lah...she also do not know...but i think like this is really very fine...

there is something that i wanna share with u all since u all kept thinking that i am a flirt or something...ok...i know i am a person that is able to hook girls up like it is for free...but i wanna tell u all that i am not realy a pro in terms of relationship...as in i do not know how to arrange my feelings for people...i do not know that i like that person?care for that person or wat ever feeling that comes to me...i really do not know...so i will not know how to treat my frenz as in the way thet should treat me...then u all the gossip people will start to wag your tounge...so here i wanna say all the things clear since i am single and before i get into a relation and her to giv me an ans...i still hav feelings for jing ying and this is not doubt...wat kind of feelings?i do not know...ever since we broke up,she had changed alot...and i am disappointed in her...but maybe becox of this,i wanna help her more....but since she has so many people in her life that is able to help her then i really think that there is not a nid for me anymore...then there is kai xin...she is also another problematic one...she also hav alot of people going after her and yet there is nothere to help her...then she would just any how knock and ramp into people's trap...cox she is a person that believes people easily...so i am worried for her...i think i am more clear with kai xin cox the two of us is really not possible to be together...so is like i take her more like a sister that do not grow up and look after her...then the next is hui hui...erm this one lehx,i hav not special feelings for her...but i just wanna say clearly that she is just my brother...that's all...nth more and nth less...cox she already has one person in her mind...who?heeh heeh^^...anyway,the last one is ofcox is my girl girl lahz...i relly do not know wat to say about her...cox is like she is te one that spent the least time with me de...then she also said that she wanna break and not me...so i really do not really hav anything to say...but i wanna say that she is different in terms of the way i treat her and the way i treat all my other ex...and i really mean all the holding hand and stuff...so i think tt is it liao lor...and of cox...to all other girls that gossip people think i am trying to filrt,plz get this straight...firstly,they are all my classmate...secondly,they are all my sister...i do not hav any feelings for them...becox my class is small...(total enrolment is 17 -.-)so we are more united then other class...so we do things as a class lahz...not like the gossip bitch's class that onli group with her girls onli and do not socialise with others...

haiz..i think i say too much le...lastly,i still wanna tell my girl girl that i really do not accept the reason as to why u break up with me,but i will still respect your decision...so i will wait for you to be by side....which i dun really hold much hope...u know why...and thx for the three month of joy...

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