Saturday, April 21, 2007 11:39 AM
yesterday was a very stupid day...i was at NYJC...we lost to them...argh...i was damn sad at my seniors lahz...it is like the opponents are just J1 and they can afford to lose to them...they is like make so many mistake that they are not suppose to make...so i was like so sad...so we did not make it into the second round...haiz..then i was going back from the school...there was at potong pasir...so i was wondering around the area looking for the bus stop so i can take the bus....then i walk and walk...then i spotted a bus stop...then i happily went over to see wat bus i can take...then i saw there was a bus to got to toa payoh...then i just went on the bus...then i reached liao then i went to wait for 157 to go home...i still thought that it would onli take 45 minutes to reach home...so i went and take the bus...then i wait on the bus...just i sit like this i sat for 1plus hours...haiz...can u imagine i left the school at 6 plus and i reach home 8 plus?haha...when i was sitting on the bus,on this long juroney,i realise tt sitting on a long distance bus alone is not fun at all...last time when there is someone by my side talking and playing with me,the bus trip do not seems as long as it might seems...the feeling is beyond discription...when i look out at the area,the outside seems to be moving so fast pass by me...it seems like i hav been thinking too much...now i hav a new life le...a life where there is no one trying to break the two of us up...erm...well right now dun hav ahz...i do not have dressing problem where i will always get worried about...i really do not hav alot of things...i really suscceded in obtaining a simple life...but when i look out at the bus,i ask myself,is this wat i want?is this really wat i wish for?during the night i went out with hui hui to go for late night shopping...i wanna say sorry to her...i'm suppose to accompany her to do shopping but i end up looking all depressed and stuff...so we went to coffee bean and sit down to talk...then i was telling her all the things that i hav thinking and asking her wat should i do with my past...she just told me to treasure her...which i will...this is actually the simple life...i just nid to adopt to the change...i promise her that i will not be back the past...and i will do it...i willl start with letting go all the past and move on wit life...my new simple life woth her...and with that,i will really obtain simple life...n.n...so i went out with hui hui till very late in the night listening to her talk about her ...................haha...sorry ar...i'm not permitted to say who is it...but it is not me...so plz do not hav the wrong idea...anyway,i wanna stress again ar...hui hui an i are just brothers ar...no other thing...anyway,to my girlfriend...i hope u can accept my life...i do not wanna lose u...
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